Tomorrow we are leaving for Ireland. The original plan was to finish the book tonight, but being sick for a few weeks made that goal difficult. I was reading 13-15 pages a day for a few weeks to try and catch up, but that became a bit hard to sustain. Towards the end, when it became easier, as the book straightened out a bit in III, I realized that I wanted to preserve the original idea of blogging through the book, and having written something for every handful of pages. So in the past week or so I've been doing six pages a day, and will keep up that pace. Right now, I'm planning on finishing Sunday or Monday, six or seven days from now. I do not want to take time away from being with my family, so I will do this at night, or maybe wake up early in the morning. I will not be bringing my computer, and doubtful I will be writing posts on my phone, but I am bringing my notebook and will write there, and type everything up when I get back (and will back date everything to correspond to the day it was written).
Finishing this while in Dublin is going to be a memorable experience. I hope that I find some inspiration to write differently. Being in the midst of III.3 as we pack and begin our journey, with its focus on the relationship of HCE and ALP, is constantly bringing to mind my own relationship with my partner. The chapter bases itself around the mundane occurrence of almost every night when sleeping in a house with a partner and with young children. The narrator does not merely describe them checking on a crying child and walking back down the stairs and climbing back in their bed, but sees the history of the whole human race it seems. As Adam and Eve, what they do effects everyone who comes after them. Their story is universal and also interminable: see the verbs, one after another, describing their history together on pp. 579-580. It feels that way in a relationship with someone, when you fall in love, marry, have children, have difficulties with each other and with other family members, try to be there for friends, take on responsibilities outside the home...After all that they have been through, they have still "left off leaving off and kept on keeping on" (580.8-9) and celebrated.
There is absolutely something comic about the gigantism (to borrow a term from Joyce's poetics in the "Cyclops" chapter of Ulysses) of this chapter, making the couple tiptoeing in their house into something so grand, distilling down the events of a chronicle into a few paragraphs, to cover the space of going from the room upstairs to the bed down below. But I think this also mimics the gigantic feeling that I experience in the mundane moments of life with my partner and with children. In small moments you feel like a light is cast on your entire history. It is the kind of thing I would like to be able to express. You feel like you are bearing your past in every moment. As they fall into bed, the narrator exclaims, "Pharaoh with fairy, two lie, let them!" (570.12-13). An odd couple it seems (HCE is described as a large man, barrel-chested, and ALP as a petite woman) but they lie together. The description mimics the principle parts of the Latin verb fero, ferre, tuli, latum: "to bear." Something like principle parts, which you repeat to yourself so much when learning a language, and point to in your brain when reading a passage, is something that will never leave your brain and becomes part of you. You rehearse the words that don't have meaning of their own (you aren't speaking to anyone or saying a sentence that makes any sense), but making sure you have the ability to understand something you will hear or read. It is second nature, like falling into bed and laying next to your wife, but inside those words, those motions, and other like it, is what lets you think, speak, listen, share, confess, question, recall a past, live in a present, and face a future.